Lee:
Learned alot from you and Erin.....truly "pebbles from the masters"....
first, you and Erin, had a smooth easy paddle style...I was still too much rabbit...pass you when I felt good....sink back when I felt low....you two on the other hand...were almost insanely consistent.
Second,...thank the river gods for delivering a nice Huki paddle to me...though I would rather it not have come at such a harsh cost to Wayne and Ann....anyway...when I was sore and telling myself...I am gonna rest at the next ramp for at least 40 minutes ...I must....I found that I could just switch to the single blade...realize that if I hade been able to do this earlier in the race....I would have worked through the low's and done more of a touch and go at the ramps. I was skeptical about a single blade...but it really is a totally different set of muscle groups and I can paddle a singe blade on my QCC...with no worries...feels very natural.
Third, I spent way too much time groaning and laying around at the ramps this year...next year I need to nip that in the bud, use the single blade when I am in limping mode and have support that will look me in the eyes and say..."get back on the water...now punk", like Ann did (my huki outrigger paddle monster friends!)....my sweet wife is great...more than great...but I need a drill sargent at the ramp...who will force me back on the water....cause when you are hurting...you look for too many excuses to delay.
I am not convinced I can sleep less, without chemical help...and I will not do that.
Finaly, the largest error I made was ironically in achieving my goal.....my goal this year was 20 hours off my time....did that to a tee....(secretly I hoped to perhaps try to get in before noon on Thursday)... I now realize that you will (when tired) default to the lesser goal.
Next year my goal will be simple....stay in the top 10...and try to move up...if I am currently in 8th place..then I will push to get to 7th...get that...push to pass the 6th place boater...etc. Can I win??....not likely, especially if we get Carter to race....and Anderson and Artie are animals...winning is not really the issue...what I need to do is keep pushing for "more" during the race.
I achieved my goal...but because I set a strict/fixed goal...that was
all I achieved....and in fact, once I knew I had it...I slowed down and infact did not enjoy the last legs...I feel like I came in with my tail between my legs...stupid attitude, I know...but I had more in me... I had set the bar too low...and when you are in pain and hot and broke down...that is a poor time to try to raise the bar in your mind.....anyway...there you are...a skull open view of what my mind was like during the race!!
...oh and fyi my hallucinations sucked this year...no fun at all, just buzzing colors and noises, like a radio station that could not be tuned in...except that the radio station was reality and it was late at night with fog on the river and water up over the wing dams...that sucked!...when I did try to crash for a couple of hours at a ramp...it took 45 minutes for the buzzing to stop.
Next year!!!

Bryan